I got rejected from so many jobs in the last few weeks. One of them I went to two interviews for and felt that they went really, really well and they turned me down because they had someone else who “fit better”. Another one I interviewed for once and they told me I’d hear back in 10-14 days. Now, over 25 days later and after I asked them if I’d somehow missed their notification, I get an automated response telling me that sadly I have not been selected for a second interview, better luck next time.
Fuck. I feel like such a failure right now and my master’s dissertation is due in 5 days and two days after that I’ll be homeless and I can’t handle all of this stress!!! I really want someone right now who will hold me while I cry my eyes out, but I don’t have a boyfriend and my friends are either in other countries or panicking over their own dissertations to the point where they “don’t have time to see me”. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I am 23 years old and I basically want my mommy.